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joan, i'm sorry..i'm sorry,,i'm so so sorryyy.....

where are my soul belongs to?

i wish my family was different..
I wish my friends was here..
I know not every that i wish will be infront of me..
I know i was just like a devil..
I know no one really care of me..
I know i am very rude..
I know i was different from all my family members..
I know i was juz a damn art class..
I know i am not belongs to where am i standing now..
I wish i could dissapear from those who know me,.

为什么我很多问题？

为什么，世界对我不公平??
为什么，人要枪我的幸福??
为什么，有爱就会有泪????
为什么，有成功就有支出??
为什么,,,为什么,,,为什么??

i'm sorry

对不起。。。
我知道我这样讲你是我错。。
不过我不是特地的。。
我觉得，越多话我们说，我对你的态度越不好。。
我觉得从今天开始，若有什么重要我们才讲话，没有的话我们什么都不用说了。。
太多烦恼，没时间再去理别人的心，有错字就请多多教导

i'm proud to be malaysian :)

hey people!
miss all out there :)
i just wanna say hello here...

to someone,
i dunno if u still angry with me until now..
i called u many times..
i guess more than 3's,,,
but u just ignore me...
what can i said here is,,YOU JUST DOING SOMETHING STUPID..
maybe i wrong to tell u a joke of that type that u doesn't like..
but if i know u will get angry with me until now,
for sure i won't say that to u..
but i called u many times..
but u seems like ''terlalu jual mahal..''
OMF..
so i did better move off...
i can see the hate feeling of u in your eye's towards me..
so k..
i patient when i can..
but as a normal human, i got limit to be so..
so if i lose of my patient, u better pissed off..
and now, i started hated to see u..
u cause me to be so..
u will be moved soon since u will graduate this year,
but if u continued to be like this,
i guess, we won't talk anymore..
for sure u are happy..
i'm not regret to be myself,
i'm not regret to know u,
but i regret with your childish attitude..
it shameless!!



*to d other someone,
we was text almost everyday..
but now,u seems like weird and i do..
i dunno what happen to u n do i..
i thought u would be happy,but i guess u not..
i know your feeling through your message..
i know u won't happy at all.
i dunno what's wrong with me..
i feel like i lost everyone that i love..
i feel like, i have nothing else in this world..
i feel like, i'm not the past me..
i feel like, i changed lot..
i know this post suck..
but this is my true feeling..
i am here to write what i like..
i'm sorry if i'm hurting anyone here..
i guess i am...


to myself,
why do u changed a lot?
why u feel uncomfortable with people out there now?
why u seems like quiet?
why do u have to make this post suck?]
why do everything changed?
why do i have to lost everyone that i love?
why with me in this year?
why were me being like this?
why do i have to be so touched?
why do i have to cry?
why do i have to be so weird?
why people's around me are leaving me?
why?
why?
why...



everyone see me smile,laugh,talk,happy..
but they doesn't know the really feelings of mine..
thank u for being people..

sayang,i love u..
juz to tell u i really2 love u..
i dunno y...
but lately,i feel something wrong with me...
sayang..i hope we stay 4ever this way...
always loved u darling
:)

to my haters

Great day today!

What the pity me???
i went to pejabat zakat and was not allowed to enter that office just because i don't wear tudong..
OH GOSH!!!
its so annoying ok..
haha..
whatsoever...i have to sat at the busuk chair with the busuk environment while waiting my dad going upstairs...
suddenly...GOD love me :)
i met my sayang there!
who dunno nona rite??
haha...
i borrowed hers and going upstairs..
this is what we called friendship never ends!
:)
my saviour :)
haaha!!!
Na'ah...and now i'm in the office of my dad :)
just reading newspaper and downloading songs plus updating my lovely blog
:)
yesterday hangout with my mum...
sweet daughter rite? do jealous ok!!
haha...
i dun have the suck cable do upload some photo's of mine in celebrating XMAS,journey to Langkawi and my new clothes,,,
i'm so desperate to buy phone cable and ear phone.....
but...gosh,,i love my money....
haha...
people!do not think i'm a stingy ok!!